My Show

I watched THE OFFICE tonight. Let’s face it, it’s a BRILIANT show! The uncomfortably factor is SO over the line….it makes me chubb up just a bit.
WOW, how could something that only lasts 30 minutes (19 with commercials) totally make me want to think about my life?......ummmm….because I’m FUCKED, that’s why!
OK- if you don’t watch the show….then sorry…this could get very hairy for you, but you may still be able to hang on.
Here it be:
THE SITUATION BETWEEN JIM AND PAM IS KILLING ME!!!!!! One person can’t stop thinking about the other, but is getting married. The other, feels the same way, but is too secluded and shy to talk about the feelings that bubble up every day! Sounds fun right?! NOOOOOOO!!!!!
It reminds me how fucked up emotions are. How can we figure them out? I dunno, but I think the real question is –do you have the balls to throw them out there…..and get denied?
PAM so wants to be with Jim- but is too proud now.
JIM wants to be with Pam- but does not want to be hurt again.
ME- I just hope that there is something out there that make me want to think about someone else THAT much. To look at a sign, or hear a joke, or even watch a commercial…..and think about someone.
I know I could (or maybe already do)- but the real question is….what do YOU do?
Well, if I was Jim, I would lay one on Pam so hard- she would never have to think about it again.
NUFF WITH THAT!!!!! I’ll be more cynical tomorrow!

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